miller family adventures

Continued...

2012-01-15T19:55:00.000-07:00

December
Of course, December was a busy month. Dusty and I celebrated our 8th wedding anniversary on the 4th. I love that guy more than anything!!
Myles has found a new love - the Dinosaur Museum. Or, as he says it - dinsor seam. I took him twice this month - once for his birthday. He just loves it!

We also were able to spend time with our good friend Pancho. He came the week before Christmas. We always love spending time with him and wished he was closer!

We had our 2nd annual Miller Family Progressive Dinner on the 18th. It was fun - and Pancho was able to be here again for it. We had the main course at our house - lasagna, yummy!

We were able to spend time with our dearest friends the Smith's a few days before Christmas. We went over and had pizza at their house and played games. Dusty and I are both so thankful for this family who has done so much for our family! This is Dusty and Kelsey playing air hockey.

And of course we celebrated Myles 3rd birthday. He turned 3 on the 23rd, but we celebrated on the 22nd. Anything we can do to make it not so close to Christmas! I sure love my little guy. He is such a smart, loving boy.

We spent Christmas Eve over at our house with my sisters family and my mom. We had a great time eating yummy food and making sugar cookies for Santa. The kids got to open a present from Grandma (and Grandpa) Rupp.

And Christmas was also wonderful. The kids got pretty much what they wanted and needed. I got a lot of stuff for the kitchen, and Dusty got a lot of clothes. We had lunch with Miller's and saw my mom that night. It was a fun day with family!

And, to end the year, Bree and I went to California (I'll post later) and Dusty took the boys to his friends cabin and had a great time.

Long Needed Update

2012-01-15T12:17:00.002-07:00

Wow, it has been a long time since I have posted anything. Life certainly took over, I guess. I think the easiest thing to do is give a month to month update on what's been going on in our family.

September
This was the beginning of my field show competitions. We had another great show titled "Shades of Conflict". It had to do with dealing with anxiety, etc. The girls had a really good season again and I was proud of them.
The kids started school the end of August. Bree likes it - Jack does not! I wish I could get him to enjoy school more!
Myles is growing up. It's just him and I at home now during the day. We sure have fun.
We celebrated Grandpa Miller's birthday.
Nothing new happening in September.

October
I finished up marching band. We won state again - it's such a great feeling after all the hard work the kids put into the show. Here is a picture of my staff and I:

I really do work with great people and they make my job a lot easier!
Dusty and I bottled more applesauce from apples on our tree. That's always an adventure!
We celebrated my mom and dad's birthday:

My dad would have been 70 on the 22nd. I still miss him everyday!
We carved pumpkins for Halloween and the kids had fun dressing up. Jack was Captain Jack Sparrow, Bree was the girl pirate from the new movie, and Myles was a dinosaur.

November
My sister-in-law Mallory took some pictures of the kids for me. They turned out really cute.

Bree turned 7 this year - so crazy!! We celebrated her birthday and Thanksgiving with the Miller's. It was a lot of fun.

We also had Thanksgiving at our house with my mom and sisters family. Talk about a crazy few days! But it was great spending time with family.
We also took the kids to Provo Beach Resort over the break. It is a really fun, clean place we like to go to. Jack was with Steve and didn't get to go with us.

My good friend Chase also cut and dyed my hair. I love it!

Dusty also enjoyed taking the kids up the canyon while I had winter guard auditions or camps. I'm glad he does that while I'm busy... :)

The last thing that happened in November was our family friend Jordyn moved in with us. We love her so much and she is so helpful with the kids. They sure love her!

I will post December in another post. This is a pretty long update already.

Birthdays

2011-08-26T09:06:00.006-06:00

My birthday was on the 14th - and can I just say that birthdays are overrated! I really don't like them. I know - what a scrooge! Well, the one good thing this year was that our dear friend Pancho was able to spend the day with us. So we made it a double birthday, and celebrated both of our birthdays (his is the 30th of August).

I had a lot of people stop by as well to wish me a happy birthday. My best friend Kristina, Gretchen and Aubrey, Tabitha, a few people from my neighborhood (I think I am the ward project), Kass and Brielle, Hannah and Melissa, my mom, and my in-laws. I also got an awesome present. My nephew Aiden was born on my birthday. I am so excited to share a birthday with him - not so excited that now we'll have to celebrate... :)

We have known Pancho for 10 years now, and he really has become family to us. I personally love having him here so he can listen to me and give me advice. What a great friend he is.

I've always said that I don't have a lot of friends - simply because I offend people too much. So, the friends that I do have, I hold really close to! Thanks for sharing my birthday with us Pancho. We love you!!

Adrienne's Wedding

2011-08-24T13:50:00.003-06:00

Adrienne got married on August 12th. It was a perfect day!

Adrienne has been adopted into our family - she even lived with us for a while. She is such a wonderful person - and she married a great guy. We love them both so much.

I was able to do the luncheon for them - with the help of my friend Terelyn. I think it turned out great.

The only bad thing that happened that day? Bree ended up going to the doctor, the hospital, and to instacare. Dusty had to take her because I was with Adrienne all day. She broke her arm - poor girl. (I'll post pictures later.) But other then that, everything was fantastic.

I am so proud of her. She is truly amazing. Love you Adrienne and Jon.
(I tried posting pictures but my computer is having problems!)

Jack's Baptism

2011-08-24T13:09:00.011-06:00

Well, for those of you who know us well - you know the problems we had with Jack getting baptized. But, it finally happened and I am very proud of him for making his own decisions. He is such a great kid! He got baptized on July 23rd.

I made sure that morning to tell him that everyone coming to see him would be there for him and to make sure he thanked them. Well, without anyone telling him to, he stood at the door at the end and thanked every single person. Wow - I don't think I would have done that.

He truly is the kindest person I know. Dusty and I love him so much and we are so thankful for his kindness in our home.

Elder Fly, Elder Davey, and Elder James with Jack and Dad

Recent Events

2011-07-17T19:32:00.002-06:00

This weekend, Dusty and I decided to get away and went to Cedar City for the Shakespeare Festival. I am kindof a theater "snob", so that's one of the only places locally I like to go. He had tickets for A Midsummer Night's Dream on Friday afternoon, and once we got there we purchased tickets for Romeo and Juliet (one of my favorite Shakespeare plays). They were both good, but we really loved Romeo and Juliet.
Saturday we decided we weren't ready to head home so we purchased tickets for Noises Off (it turned out to be an expensive trip!). Neither of us had seen this play before, and it was hilarious!! I am so glad we decided to go. Definitely the best of the weekend. I am very thankful that my husband will humor my love of the theater and take me ever year!

Jack is getting baptized on Saturday. As some of you know, he has waited over a year for this and he seems pretty excited. Maybe he's just more excited to get it over with - I don't know. But, I am supporting him in this decision and I am proud of him for making his own decisions.

And of course we have seen too many movies this summer. We've seen Judy Moody and the NOT Bummer Summer, Cars 2, Monte Carlo, Green Lantern, Kung Fu Panda 2, and Mr. Popper's Penguins. The kids also went to X-Men and Winnie the Pooh with grandparents. I think the kids liked Mr. Poppers Penguins the best - and I thought it was pretty cute myself. Dusty and I have also been to movies on our own, but maybe I won't share which ones lol. But we did see Harry Potter on Thursday. Our good friends got us tickets to an early showing! It was awesome walking out of the theater at 11:30pm looking at all the people waiting for the midnight showing.

That is about it for now. Hope you're all having a fun summer.

Where Have I Been...?

2011-06-21T21:06:00.002-06:00

Well, I've really just been here. But I have 0 energy to blog lately. So, here are a few happenings at the Miller house:

Finished winterguard
Had a "daughter" move in (I've sordof adopted her)
Disneyland trip in May (highlight of the year so far) with kiddos, mom, and Jordyn
Got to see me beloved Braves and my beloved Chipper play (and get KILLED by the Angels)
Got to spend time with one of my dearest friends, Pancho
Week long Woodbadge trip for Dusty in May (a day after I got home from California)
Kids out of school for the summer - sometimes hooray, sometimes WHY
Piano lessons
Reading "lessons"
Lots of playing in the sprinklers
4 day scout trip for Dusty over his birthday (I am a scout widow)
2 year old learning his ABC's and sounds
Mourned a dad on Fathers Day
Started summer band - and major sunburns
Lost a grandfather

We have definitely been keeping busy - as well as staying disconnected from the world, as usual.

How Do You Know...

2011-04-17T20:48:00.003-06:00

... when it's time to give away all your baby clothes? Because seriously, are we ever going to want another baby? No!! I don't think so.

But, it's such a big decision. After the weekend we had, I would definitely say we were done. And I really have no desire for more kids. But I just can't do it.

But in fact, I think I am the worlds WORST mother. Now - you don't have to comment and tell me I'm not. I just feel I wasn't cut out for this motherhood thing. I feel bad for my kids daily! The honest truth is I have no patience. 0. zip. none. nada!

I try to work on it - really I do. One minute I am fine - then the next, my kids are fighting and I just can't take it. I'm not used to it!

Now, me and my sister fought plenty - but she was 6 years older then I was and so you can guess who won the battles!! I never had younger brothers or sisters so I'm just not used to the constant bickering.

Anyways, that's my thoughts for the night. I know I have a lot to work on as a mom and hopefully I can do that. But, is it time to get ride of the clothes? I'd sure have a lot more room in my garage!!

Wasatch Independent at Finals

2011-04-05T16:13:00.001-06:00

This is my oldest guard group (18-23 years of age). I thought I should also post this one. They are so incredible. Hope you enjoy.

p.s. it's a little creepy...

AFHS Finals Performance

2011-04-04T17:09:00.001-06:00

Here is my guards last show of the season. They took first on Saturday as well as all year. They are a very talented bunch of kids!!

Quick Update

2011-03-23T09:52:00.003-06:00

Wow, what a crazy few weeks it has been around here. Here is a quick update on our family:

Myles is talking more then ever! He repeats almost everything (so you have to be careful what you say...). He loves to recite his colors. He loves to say Mickey Mouse (of course), Handy Manny, I love you, Jackson, and Bree. He is so fun to be around - he definitely keeps the humor going on in our house!

Bree is loving kindergarten. She is going through the "fit throwing" stage. Oh, it's so fun to be around!! She hates it when things don't go her way - I hope she grows out of it. But, looking at my track record, I don't see that happening. But, we love her tons and we'll get through the fits. She loves to color and make books ALL the time. I went to look for computer paper yesterday morning, and of course it was all gone. But at least she loves to be creative.

Jack just finished Jr. Jazz, which he loved! He was so good at it too. He scored 7 baskets in one game. I'm so glad he's found something he likes. Basketball is kindof foreign to Dusty and I, but we love watching him do something he likes. He is also playing piano, which he likes - but doesn't enjoy practicing, of course. He wants to play drums eventually, so this is a rule in our home - play piano first!

Dusty is busy at work. He is also taking a little break from Wasatch Winds - which I feel so bad about. Things have been so crazy busy around here, he felt he needed to take a little break. He is getting ready for a cabin trip with his friends in a few weeks. He seems pretty excited - even though I give him a bad time about it, lol! Only because I want to spend time with him - haha!

I'm busy as always. Guard is going good. At our last show, 4 of my groups took 1st and 1 took 2nd. It was a great night. Last weekend I took my Wasatch group to California - but, we never made it. We got to Reno and they had closed down Donners pass because of an accident. Then, the storm hit! Ugh, it was so frustrating. But the girls handled it really well and we headed home the next afternoon. What a weekend!

Well, that about covers everything. I am looking forward to two weeks ahead of now - I'll get a little break from work!

Ugh!!

2011-03-16T15:23:00.003-06:00

This is the iPhone - obviously! The iPhone and me are NOT friends. I repeat, NOT friends. This is the 6th iPhone I've had. We just don't have any luck together. I am even more angry right now because when setting up my 6th iPhone, I lost all my contacts - which hasn't happened in the other 5 times I've synced my phone!! Ugh... That's all.

AF Guard - March 12, 2011

2011-03-15T16:15:00.000-06:00

Long Day of Baking...

2011-03-10T17:03:00.003-07:00

So, I have taken the day to try a few different recipes - and oh my gosh they turned out delicious!! Check out my cooking blog for the French Breakfast Puffs - and, just an FYI: I didn't have unsalted butter OR margarine, so I just used 6 Tbsp. of salted butter and they turned out just fine.

Here is my finished product:

And then I decided to make soft oreo cookies - I about died they were so good. You'll have to check back tomorrow on my food blog for the recipe for these - trust me, you'll want to try them!!

List for Tuesday

2011-03-01T13:51:00.006-07:00

I am taking inspiration from my favorite blog (pioneerwoman.com) and making a list for today - maybe a little complaining, maybe a little rejoicing - not sure yet. But, here it is...

1. My laundry is big.
So, so big! I hate laundry - besides cleaning the bathrooms, it is my #2 worst chore! But, it has to be done I guess - so have to it!

2. I really need to see a doctor.
Why, you ask? Well, besides my mental well being... I have been sick for the past two weeks and can't shake it. But, I probably won't see a doctor until I'm on my death bed. Oh well!

3. I'm tired of working - need to spend more time with my kiddos.
The past two months have been CRAZY, to say the least! Work has been kicking my butt. But, I wouldn't trade it for the world - maybe just learn to be a little more organized. I was doing so well during the fall, but with 5 groups this winter it's definitely been a learning experience.

Some days I just want to sit in the middle of the floor and play games with Myles, color with Bree, and watching movies with Jack. But I do this occasionally. Sometimes you just have to drop everything and spend time with your kids.

4. I LOVE my new cooking blog.

When I am sick of working or cleaning my house - when my list of To Do's gets too big - I cook! It's my new love. And, I love getting all my recipes in one place. Makes it easier to find what I want! Check it out sometime (bakingattiffanys.blogspot.com).

5. I need an attitude adjustment!

I think the last one is self explanatory! I'll get right on that...

American Fork Open Guard at Lone Peak 2/19/11

2011-02-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

New Blog

2011-02-10T07:51:00.003-07:00

So, this is pretty funny - but, I decided to start a food blog. Crazy I know!! But, I have found a new love of cooking and have been trying new recipes all the time. So I thought I'd share. Most of the recipes on the blog are from other people (blogs, friends, or books) that I wanted to share and make more accessible for me to get to.

You can link at right - I hope you like it.

Chewy Pretzel Bites

2011-02-07T16:29:00.003-07:00

Ok, I have to warn you - these are dangerous! And by dangerous I mean DELICIOUS!! Anyone who knows me can tell you I LOVE pretzals. So, I found this recipe this morning and had to try it. It was a success. So, I thought I'd share with you (I got the recipe at http://www.melskitchencafe.com/2011/02/chewy-pretzel-bites.html)

*Makes about 2 dozen pretzel bites

Dough:
2 1/2 cups (10 1/2 ounces) all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon sugar
2 1/4 teaspoons instant yeast
1 cup (8 ounces) very warm water

Topping:
1/2 cup (4 ounces) warm water
2 tablespoons baking soda
Coarse salt (optional)
3 tablespoons butter, melted

In a large bowl or the bowl of an electric mixer, place the flour, salt, sugar and yeast. Mix to just combine. Add the water and mix well, adding more flour, as needed, a bit at a time to form a soft, smooth dough that clears the sides and bottom of the bowl. Knead the dough, by hand or machine, for about 5 minutes, until it is soft, smooth and quite slack. The goal is to get a really soft dough that isn’t overly sticky. Lightly flour the dough and place it in a plastic bag; close the bag, leaving room for the dough to expand, and let it rest for 30 minutes or up to 60 minutes.

Preheat your oven to 500°F. Don’t be afraid of the high heat! This is what will help those pretzels to brown up perfectly and stay soft on the inside. Prepare two baking sheets by lining them with parchment paper or lightly greasing them.

Transfer the dough to a lightly greased work surface, and divide it into about four strips of equal length. Allow the pieces to rest, uncovered, for 5 minutes. While the dough is resting, combine the 1/2 cup warm water and the baking soda in a liquid measuring cup (deep enough to dip the pretzel bites into). Make sure the baking soda is thoroughly dissolved. Sometimes I have a hard time getting the baking soda completely dissolved, so I just lightly stir up the mixture right before adding each pretzel.

Cut each strip of dough into about 6-8 pieces, about 1 to 1 ½ inches in width. You don’t have to be completely exact, just eyeball it. Dip each pretzel bite in the baking soda solution (this will give the pretzels a nice, golden-brown color), and place them on the baking sheets. Sprinkle them lightly with coarse, kosher, or pretzel salt. Allow them to rest, uncovered, for 10 minutes.

Bake the pretzels for 7-8 minutes or until they’re golden brown. Bake one sheet at a time – it won’t hurt the other pretzels to chill out for a little longer.

Remove the pretzels from the oven, and brush them thoroughly with the melted butter. Keep brushing the butter on until you’ve used it all up; it may seem like a lot, but that’s what gives these pretzels their ethereal taste. Eat the pretzels warm, or reheat them in an oven or microwave on low heat.

Talking Myles

2011-02-07T11:15:00.004-07:00

Myles is sure talking a lot lately! He seems to be talking more then Jack at this age. He repeats almost EVERYTHING he hears - so you have to be careful about what you say around him, lol.

He is really into saying his colors. Some of his favorites:

Yellow

Green

Orange

Blue

Black

Pink (?)

He also loves to race with Bree. He will say "ready, set, GO" - it's too cute.

When we go to get him in the morning, we usually put him in our bed so we can ATTEMPT to get more sleep, which usually doesn't work. He likes to push on my face and say Mom over and over. Then he'll do it to Dusty and say "Moms asleep". It's pretty funny - we'll, right now it's funny but not really at 6am.

He will repeat anything his brother and sister says. For some reason, he refuses to say Grandma - but, if he hears Bree say it, he usually will do it. We also have to work on him to say Jordyn which he is stubborn about too. But, when he does say it, it's very cute. Kindof sounds like "jornn".

And, his favorite things to say (besides Mom) are Jackson and Bree. Just a minute ago he asked me, "where's Jackson and Bree go". Oh my he loves his brother and sister!

Anyways, gotta love My little guy.

Flood Update

2011-02-03T12:03:00.003-07:00

So, as most of you know our basement flooded last Friday! What a pain!! It flooded our hallway, Jack's room, the laundry room and a little part of my scrapbook room. We are very thankful it didn't do more damage though. We discovered it late Friday night, so Dusty and I had to clean it all up. Then we called our insurance company the next morning to get things going. They've had to take out part of our laundry room wall and they'll fix the carpet, but that's about the damage - which is good! The company that has been doing the repairs has been fantastic!! So, if you're ever in need of a good disaster clean up company, let me know...

Rough Day - Rough Year!

2011-01-24T14:14:00.002-07:00

I've really been missing my dad today. Well, every day I miss him - but especially today. It seems when things get rough for me, or I get stressed out - I miss him more!!

I miss him telling me that everything will be ok. I miss his jokes. I miss his smile. I miss his hugs. I miss not being able to call him to babysit the kids.

I just miss him - that's all!

Everyone says it's all in God's hands and God's time. I have a hard time believing that. Dad was taken way too early, and way too young. I never thought I'd be without him at my age. I never thought my kids would loose their grandpa when they are so young.

It's just hard. I'm so glad that he's not suffering anymore - but, I just want to talk to him again.

California

2011-01-05T07:15:00.004-07:00

Dusty and I took a quick trip to California with his mom and dad. John and I had meetings for the Rose Parade (which we are going to next year), but those meeting were short and we were able to enjoy the rest of the days there. Tuesday was our meeting day, Wednesday we went to a band show and also went to Hard Rock Cafe and to see the Hollywood walk of fame. Then Thursday was Disneyland - it was crazy busy, but if you know me, you know that doesn't stop me from going to Disneyland! And then Friday we came home. It was hard being away from the kids for so long, but we had a great time.

December Catch Up

2011-01-05T06:47:00.007-07:00

Here are a few pictures of Myles birthday. He had a great birthday and was spoiled as usual!

We also started a new tradition this year with the Miller family. We did a progressive dinner so that we could see every one's decorations. It was a long night, but fun. We had soup at our house which I think everyone liked. We had our good friend Pancho with us, which we loved having him there!

Christmas was great - a little too short, but still good. The kids apparently had been good all year because they got spoiled! We also had my mom with us which we loved! The kids liked having her there to see them open all their presents.

2010-12-24T09:24:00.001-07:00

Myles turned 2 yesterday - what a fast two years it has been. He is such a joy to our family and certainly the life of the party!

We love you Myles. Happy Birthday.

Peanut Butter Fudge

2010-12-24T09:20:00.002-07:00

So, I tried this recipe for Peanut Butter Fudge, and it was delicious! It's from Today's Creative Blog - I have tried a few of her recipes and all of them have been great! (http://todayscreativeblog.net/).

Peanut Butter Fudge Recipe

3 C. Sugar

3/4 C. Butter

3/4 C. evaporated Milk

4 HEAPING tablespoons Peanut Butter

7 oz jar of marshmallow cream

1 C. Nuts (chopped) I don’t always use nuts.

1 teaspoon vanilla

1. Combine sugar, butter and milk in med sauce pan

2. Bring to a rolling boil, stirring constantly.

3. Continue to boil, stirring for 5 min over med heat. (I usually stir until about 234-238 degree’s)

4. Remove from heat

5. Add Peanut butter, stir til melted

6. Add marshmallow cream, nuts and vanilla

7. Pour into buttered 9×9 in pan. ( I use a larger one since I like my fudge thinner.)

Cinnamon Honey Butter

2010-12-15T15:47:00.002-07:00

So, this year I made some Cinnamon Honey Butter for some friends and neighbors - and I thought I'd share the recipe. It's pretty much delicious, and REALLY simple!

CINNAMON HONEY BUTTER

1 cup honey

1 cup butter, softened (don't melt)

1 cup powdered sugar

2 tsp cinnamon

Combine all ingredients in your kitchenaide (I actually used about 2 tbsp more of butter so it wasn't so honey tasting). Mix using the whisk attachment until smooth and creamy, scraping down sided of bowl often.

I used a spatula to pour the mixture into a big ziploc bag, cut a whole in the bottom corner, and squeezed into jar.

Enjoy,

Thanksgiving and Such

2010-11-29T15:09:00.004-07:00

Well, we had a very wonderful Thanksgiving this year. We spent Thanksgiving day with my mom and sister and her family. Jack was supposed to go with Steve, but he let us keep him for the dinner which I was so thankful for! We had a great time - but, certainly missed Dad! Everyone says that the first year is the hardest, but I think it will be hard no matter how many years it has been!

My sisters kids stayed with my mom from Thursday to Saturday. The slept at our house on Thursday night because my mom had to work on Friday. We took the kids to McDonald's for lunch and then Dusty and I took the older kids to Harry Potter 7 that night. My mom also took all the kids to Megamind earlier in the day - so, Duncen and Myken were movied-out by the end of the night!

Saturday we took the kids to Pirate Island - we missed Jack though! Then my mom took them home. I think they were pretty spoiled while they were with her, but that's what Grandma's do I guess. We also got a new car that night - it's really for Dusty but I really like it too.

Sunday we got Jack back and had fun making homemade donuts (thanks to my friend Jean-Marie). They were FANTASTIC. We actually dipped them in cinnamon-sugar. Yummy!

So, we had a great holiday. I'm just sad it's over! This weekend Dusty and I will be celebrating our 7th wedding anniversary in Park City - Christmas shopping, here we come!

Happy Birthday Bree!

2010-11-22T06:49:00.002-07:00

Happy Birthday to by little girl - she's not my baby anymore. Bree turns 6 today. We love you Bree!!

Myles

2010-11-16T08:22:00.003-07:00

I thought I'd journal some of the words Myles is saying now. He sure loves to babble - and he'll only talk on his own time, so no forcing him to do anything he doesn't want to do!! lol
Mom - he says this all the time. He walks around the house calling for me. Especially when I'm not home.
Dad
Hi
Bye
Choo-Choo
Sun
Shoes
Grandma (only once)
Jordyn (only once)
Mouse (for Mickey Mouse)

He says a lot more, just nothing you can understand. I sure love My Guy!

Cooking and Such...

2010-11-09T03:25:00.002-07:00

So, if you know me very well you know I do not cook very often! I'm just so busy! What a great excuse, huh... Well, about 2 weeks ago I started a new diet, and it has really helped me cook every night for my family. I have tried several new recipes that the family has really liked. And, it's been great sitting at the table eating as a family. And, I have lost 17 pounds which is good too...
I am certainly enjoying cooking - which is a first! Go Me!!

Family Update

2010-11-02T08:11:00.016-06:00

So, we have had a pretty busy October! I'm very glad it's over. Here is a few of the things we've been up to - it's a pretty long post:

Myles is sure growing! He will be two in December - I can't believe it. He is still the comedian in our family and sometimes we just sit and watch him do his thing. He is also a little mischievous and likes to get into trouble! The first thing he does in the morning is grab my phone off my night stand, crawl under my bed and hide! He loves to play games on my phone, but I don't always let him. So he thinks he's being clever by hiding - which works most of the time. Now we know when we can't find him, look under the bed!

He also has a hard time eating - he likes to play with his food. I left the kitchen for 1 minute and this is what I found when I came back. He had dumped his cereal on his head - milk and all! This morning, he had a plate of eggs, a granola bar, and some milk. Dusty kept moving his granola bar and milk and he would get mad. He would quickly place them back to where they were supposed to be. Hmmm.... Looks like he has some of his mothers OCD tendencies!

Myles was a monkey for Halloween - which if you've read my post a few down, you'd understand why :). He sure looked adorable in his costume.

Bree lost her first tooth the other day. The only problem, we couldn't find it. She lost it while I was at work and our babysitter Jordyn noticed her tooth was gone - meaning, Bree didn't realize when it fell out. So, we left the tooth fairy a very nice note explaining what happened, and she left Bree $1. Thank Goodness!!

She is loving school so much which I am very thankful for! I also love spending time with her and Myles while Jack's at school. A few weeks ago, the three of us went to lunch at Zupas - and they did great. They love that place - and so do I!!

Bree was a fairy witch for Halloween - not sure what that is, but we found the costume at Old Navy and she loved it. She took every opportunity possible to wear it...

Jack had his last flag football game on the 21st of October - and I think he really enjoyed it. He is still struggling at school, but I keep hoping things will get better for him. He is really a great boy and I just love him! He has been home from school the past two days sick - poor guy. He is also really good with Myles. I am always finding Myles laying on Jack or sitting next to him - I just love it!

Jack was a storm trooper for Halloween - I believe that's from Star Wars the Clone Wars. He's a little obsessed with Star Wars. But, he looked awesome non the less!

I've been keeping busy with marching band. September & October are really my busy months, and this year is no exception. We have one week left, and we have won all the competitions so far. My guard has also taking the best guard trophy at all the shows. I am so proud of all their accomplishments!

Dusty is still loving work and I am grateful everyday that he has a great job that he loves. He has also been a very patient husband through these past two months. He keeps busy taking care of our yard - Saturday he and Jack picked the apples from our tree. We only got 3 box fulls this year (last year we had more like 7), but that's ok because it will be easier to make applesauce with and not be so overwhelming!! We carved pumpkins the other night, and that's really Dusty's thing. He is great helping the kids while I sat and watched.

This month we celebrated my mom's birthday, as well as my dad's. We went to lunch for my mom's birthday and then had her over that night. We watched Beauty and the Beast and had a pumpkin cake roll after.

For my dad's birthday, we met at the cemetery with balloons that had messages on them. We all wrote a little message for dad/grandpa and set them off. It was a fun thing to do - something we'll do every year on his birthday. It was pretty emotional for my mom and I, but I'm so glad we did it. I miss him every day and still can't believe he's gone.

That about wraps up our last few weeks in October! Pretty crazy. Hope you all are doing well.

Flag Football

2010-10-14T09:18:00.003-06:00

Jack started playing flag football last month - and he loves it, which surprised us a little. He's never shown any interest in football until now! But he is doing a great job and learning a lot. He even scored a touchdown at his last game. Way to go Jack!!

My Little Monkey!

2010-10-14T09:14:00.003-06:00

Myles is a little mischievous! He loves to climb onto EVERYTHING! Below are just a few of his climbing adventures - the sink is my favorite. Last week, he had climbed onto the island and was drinking my diet coke. Well, when I saw the monkey costume at Old Navy I couldn't refuse - he will be my little monkey for Halloween!!

One Year Ago

2010-10-11T12:21:00.004-06:00

It's been one year (yesterday) from the bus crash that took the life of my friend Heather. It was a pretty emotional day for me - which I'm surprised about. Dusty took me and the kids to Delta to see Heather's grave. I'm so glad we went. We took flowers and were able to spend some time there. I still miss her everyday but I am so thankful for the chance I had to know her and have her as a friend.

I also had a show Saturday night with my guard. They did great and took 1st place. The below picture is my staff and I - we are pretty stylin' I'd say...

I Hate October

2010-10-04T09:43:00.004-06:00

So, I really do love fall - but that's about the only thing I like about October. Over the past few years, it has turned into a month of sad memories for me. As my dad's birthday is approaching, things just get stirred up and I just feel, well sad!
Last year on the 10th was the bus accident - I'm sure that will be a day I will never forget. And, on the 22nd, my dad would have turned 69. Each day that passes, I wish I could have him back to talk to him and ask his advice. I just miss him so much.

On the other hand, I have a lot of things to be thankful for in the month of October. My brother-in-law and nephew both have a birthday in October, my mother-in-laws birthday is on the 9th, my grandpa's is on the 6th (my dad's dad) - and I'm very thankful that he is still here with us. And, my mom's birthday is excatly one week before Dad's. So hopefully all the celebrations can help with the saddness...

Here are three of my favorite pictures of my dad - I just love the one of him when he was little.

Jack

2010-09-29T11:51:00.002-06:00

Yesterday was a good day for Jack. He came home from school and only missed one on his math test! He also sat down and did his homework without complaining, read out loud to me, and scored a touchdown at his flag football game!

Way to go Jack. I am a very proud mother!!

Fun Pictures

2010-09-23T13:44:00.002-06:00

I found these pictures on my dad's camera. Some were taken a while ago - in fact, the picture of my mom with her siblings, 2 have passed away. Also, the one with my Aunt Ann - both my dad and Uncle Jac have passed away - all within 2 years.
I just love the pictures of my dad with the kids - he was such a great grandfather. I miss him so much!! I really miss the calming influence he was to all of us - I wish we could feel that right now :). But, I know he is always with us.

I'm a Failure!

2010-09-10T11:47:00.002-06:00

Here are the reasons I am feeling like a failure of a mother...
Here we are in the 3rd week of school and Jack already hates it. For some reason, he has it in his mind that he can't do the work so he won't. He is behind in his reading, and he hates to do it. He hates homework, and most of the time he hates me! I'm not sure what happened but Jack is miserable right now! And, I am completely at a loss as to what to do!!
I have met with his teacher, tried getting him to read with someone, and other things that are not helping. Sometimes I feel I am not cut out for this mother thing.
But, the truth is I love him so much and I am heart broken that he is struggling so much right now. I have tried everything I know to do, and nothing is working. I'm just trying to figure out where I went wrong so I can fix it and get my little guy happy again! Any suggestions are welcome...

Kindergarten

2010-09-01T08:11:00.002-06:00

Bree started Kindergarten today - what?? I can't believe she is old enough!! She was so excited - she couldn't sleep very well last night. She is SO different from Jack - he doesn't like school.

Here are a few picks of my baby girl. Good luck today Bree!!

Update

2010-08-27T14:12:00.006-06:00

First of all, thank you to all my amazing friends for your support the past two weeks. So many came to see me at Dad's funeral - I am truly blessed. I have felt such love and kindness over the past month, I hope I can return the favor someday!!
Dad's funeral was beautiful! It was such a wonderful tribute to him. This week has been so hard - I'm so glad that Dad isn't suffering anymore, but I miss him terribly!! What I wouldn't give to have one more day to hold his hand. I can't wait until I'll be with him again. I am truly thankful for my amazing husband, kids, in-laws, and mother. Without them, I wouldn't have made it through this month!
Here are just a few pics from the viewing/funeral:

Jack also started school on Wednesday. He said it was "ok", but I am praying he has a great year! I love my little guy (we'll, he's not little anymore).

My Dad

2010-08-17T16:31:00.002-06:00

Gerald Leo Rupp, 68, passed away on August 16, 2010 in American Fork, Utah. Husband, father, grandpa, brother, uncle and son lived a wonderful life of service to his family and his Heavenly Father.
Gary was born on October 22, 1941 in Tooele, Utah to C. Leo and Melva Nielsen Rupp. He was the oldest of five siblings. He loved his sisters very much and always had a special relationship with them. He served in the Gulf States Mission as well as the United States Air Force. He graduated from the University of Utah.
Gary was married to his sweetheart Karen Alldredge for 43 years. They married on November 18, 1966 in the Salt Lake Temple. Gary was a loving and devoted father to his two daughters and a wonderful grandfather of seven. His grandchildren will miss him dearly.
Gary served in many church callings from Sunday school teacher, bishop, and stake president, serving the members of the West Jordan Stake. He also worked as a temple worker and loved working with his wife at the MTC. He loved teaching from the scriptures, especially the Book of Mormon. He loved doing missionary work.
The family wishes to thank the staff of Heritage Care Center and the kindness shown from our American Fork Ward family.
Gary is survived by his wife Karen; daughters Heidi (Mark) Millerberg, Tiffany (Dusty) Miller; father C. Leo Rupp; sisters Leslie, Terry, Susan, Coree; amazing grandchildren Lunden, Myken, Duncen, Jackson, Breelle, Talen and Myles.
Funeral Services will be held on Friday, August 20, 2010 at 11:00 a.m. in the Hillcrest 3rd Ward Chapel, 1120 North 150 West, American Fork, Utah. Visitations will be on Thursday from 6 to 8 pm in the Anderson & Sons Mortuary, 49 E 100 N, American Fork and Friday at the church from 9:45 to 10:45 am prior to the services. Burial, American Fork Cemetery. Online condolences may be sent at andersonmortuary.com

Quick Update

2010-08-15T17:09:00.005-06:00

Well, yesterday was my birthday - I was prepared for it to be horrible but my wonderful husband made it nice for me. I spent most of the day with my dad. Two of my girls made a cake for me - it was beautiful! (and very yummy.) They brought if over to the nursing home for me. I just love them!
Then, Dusty had planned to take me to dinner for my birthday. He knew that would be the quickest thing to do so we wouldn't be gone too long from Dad. So my Aunt Susan came to stay with Dad so we could all go. He took me to my favorite place, The Old Spaghetti Factory. Dusty's parents, his brother and wife, and sister and kids were there as well as my mom and sister and her kids. I don't get to see Heidi very often so I was so glad she was there.
My husband is so wonderful and treated my like a queen yesterday. I am continually grateful for him - I just love him so much. He is surely my rock.

Under the pictures is the post from my Dad's blog today so you can all get updated on his status. Thanks for all your love and support.

Me & Myles blowing out my "Zucchini Bread" cake that my mother-in-law made for me.

My beautiful girls - Nicki, Jordyn and Bree

Here is the post from my Dad's blog - http://garyrupp.blogspot.com/ :
Well, it has been a rough week for Dad and all of us. As some of you know, I was called home Tuesday night from band camp and we have been here with Dad since. We have been blessed, as has Dad, to have his family here to see him as well as many friends. We are awaiting for him to return home, as I know he is!

It has been a hard week on all of us, knowing that we had to say goodbye. But, we know he is needed on the other side and is anxious to get going and get some work done!

He is the most amazing man I know. He has taught me, and many others, what is important in this life. Most of us know that one of Dad's #1 loves is the scriptures. He has taught so many from that book and has taught us to love it.

Dad, you have been a valiant and loyal servant to our Heavenly Father. He loves you as we do.

Matthew 25:21 "His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things; enter thou into the joy of thy lord."

Thank you to everyone for all your love and support through this time. We are truly blessed to have such wonderful family and friends.
Much love,
Tiffany

Busy, Busy!!

2010-08-02T14:37:00.008-06:00

We've definitely been keeping busy the past few weeks. This past week I had another guard camp and Pancho was able to come spend the week with us. We were so busy during the week that we had to get all our "fun" time in over the weekend. So, Friday night Pancho and I went and saw Salt (Dusty was at Scout Camp). It was a really good movie. Then Saturday, we went to a late lunch and bowling(after Dusty got home from scout camp and after guard camp) with the family and then the three of us went and saw Inception - another great movie (I did not like the ending though).

The week before we were able to finish our two rooms downstairs and Dusty and I got a new bed - hooray! It has been a crazy few weeks. I have band camp next week, so after that things will not slow down until November...

Our new bed

Jack's new room

Pancho/Guest room

Overdue Post

2010-07-13T20:54:00.002-06:00

So, I've been wanting to blog for awhile now but I just couldn't think of anything to blog about... I feel like a lot of my posts seem to be very depressing (I guess that sums up my state of mind right now). Things have certainly been a little out of control!

Life just seems to be pulling me down lately. I really have had quite a hard year. First with my dad, then the bus crash, my depression, and everything else piling up has gotten to be unbearable. I keep waiting for my "happy ever after", but it hasn't happened yet.

Don't get me wrong - I am so blessed right now! I have an amazing family, and amazing home, a husband who cares for all of us - so what's my problem, right??

Well, I think I have turned into the worst version of myself! I am so unhappy with myself, and for some reason I just can't get out of my rut. It has been a rough 15 years dealing with some issues that just won't go away. I need to really figure this out, huh!

I also think that the move has been hard. We have such a wonderful house, but we still don't know our neighbors. It's a pretty established neighborhood and some of the families have been here a long time - so, we just don't fit in... And, I miss my friends terribly! I think it's been since October since I've seen them - and, I really haven't talked to them much either (completely my fault). I never realized how much I relied on them for advise and support. My depression has made it impossible to deal with things or communicate with people. I stick pretty close to home unless I have to work. My poor family usually has to fend for themselves for dinner. What is wrong with me??

I don't mean to complain - just really needed to vent! Life just is hard sometimes - and I've yet figured out how to deal with it. Don't you think a 32 year old should know who they are... ??

On a positive note, my family is doing well. Jack is with Steve this week and I miss him. Bree is doing her first guard camp with Wasatch Academy, and Myles is Myles - loving life and makes me laugh.

Keeping Busy!

2010-06-28T15:28:00.004-06:00

So, the past two weeks have been so busy - almost unbearable! But, hopefully we can slow down a bit.

We had our first summer camp two weeks ago for guard, and that went great. We have 47 girls this year - crazy! But, they are a really great group of kids.

We then had guard camp all last week with Pancho. It was so great having him here! We had a great week, but it was certainly long.

On Thursday, me and my friend Kelsy went up to the apple store to wait in line for the new iPhone4. We initially went for Pancho, but after waiting in line for 5 hours, I got one for myself - and I love it! Pancho did make it up there to wait with us, but he only had to wait under an hour, lol.

Anyways, that's what we've been up to. Not much, but keeping busy.

Walking into the store to get our phone (after 5 long hours in the sun)

After we got our phone (with some random Apple worker)

My friend Kelsy with the kids

Test on Faith

2010-06-06T21:11:00.003-06:00

The past few weeks have definitely been a test on faith for me - and, I'm not sure that my faith has won out...
Some things happened with Jack, and I just felt so sad for him. He's okay - I don't want anyone to worry about him :). But, it has been a trying week for all of us.
I have been struggling with going to church the past few months (well, all year really), and it's really for stupid reasons (self-esteem mostly). It's pretty ridiculous, but it's how I feel.
Anyways, I am still waiting for my faith to stay strong and win out my continuing battle inside! Some day, hopefully?

Jack's Getting Baptized!

2010-05-29T22:51:00.003-06:00

Jack is getting baptized next Saturday - I am so proud of him! He is such an amazing kid and I am so happy for him. Congrats Jack. We love you!!

Kids Update

2010-05-19T08:29:00.003-06:00

So, I know I haven't been the greatest about updating my blog - but it just seems nothing new is going on in our lifes... Same old stuff!! But, I thought I'd just blog a quick update about what our family is up to.

Jack just turned 8 and is almost done with school for the summer. He has a dance concert today, which he had a small break down this morning about - I think his nerves got to him. But, he is enjoying being a kid and loves to have found a best friend (I love it too!).

Bree graduates from preschool on Thursday and can I just say, we will MISS her teachers! They are incredible! I am so excited that they are starting a 3 & 4 year old class, so when Myles hits that age he will have them for 2 years - hooray! Anyways, Bree has just loved school. She also was involved in a group called Up With Kids. They just had their final performance a few weeks ago, and she did so great. She loves it so much, she has decided to do that instead of dance.

Myles is definitely the comedian of our family - he keeps us laughing! Yesterday he had a minor accident - we were at the high school and he was running around, tripped, and fell on a metal bar and hit his forehead. It was horrible. He had a huge black goose egg. It scared me half to death, but he is doing fine now. We kept a close eye on him all night just to make sure! But, he is loving life and being a typical 1 year old.

Dusty is still working at the same place and is enjoying being in young mens. They just had youth conference last week, and I think he enjoyed it (I don't see him much to ask...).

And, same old stuff for me - nothing much changes, but I am hanging in there!

Bree & Jada

Cousins

Myles Battle Wound

Happy Birthday Jack!!

2010-05-08T13:33:00.003-06:00

I can't believe that my baby turned 8 yesterday - he will be appalled if he knew I called him baby...
He has grown up so much and I am so proud of him. It was an especially perfect day because they did a special mother's day concert at his school, and he was wonderful. Then, we took him and two friends to Pirate Island. We then came home and had a family party for him. It was a great day.
Jack has made such great strides this year. He had such a hard time adjusting to his new school - I think it set him back a bit. But, the past few months he has found a best friend and has done amazingly at school! I just love this guy!!
Happy Birthday Jack. I love you!!
Mom

Blog and Other Stuff

2010-04-13T09:24:00.003-06:00

I know I only have a few friends who actually read my blog so I have been seriously considering not blogging anymore. But, since this is the ONLY journaling I do, I decided I better keep doing it. My sister-in-law made me a book of my blog last year for Christmas, and it was wonderful. So if I keep doing that, I'll have a pretty cool journal!!

Anyways, this morning about 5am I hear a cry that sounded like Bree - but I couldn't figure out where it was coming from. Then I hear her little cry, "Mom" - and then she starts freaking out. I still couldn't figure out where she was because it wasn't coming from her room. Well, she was UNDER my bed! She had come in our room in the middle of the night and slept on the floor and somehow had rolled under the bed. It was so bizarre - poor girl. I but her back to bed, but then I had a hard time falling back asleep. I am EXTREMELY claustrophobic and I just kept thinking what I would do if I woke up under the bed...
Myles has been sick the past few days. He has thrown up on my twice, and had a fever yesterday. He is pretty miserable! Poor guy.
And, Jack is Jack - hating school still but still my sweetheart!

Spring Break

2010-04-10T18:55:00.004-06:00

We have had a pretty busy spring break - I think I've seen a total of 5 movies...?
Jack went with his Grandpa Miller camping Monday & Tuesday. I went with Bree and Myles and some of my girls to see How to Train Your Dragon. I only saw 30 minutes of it because Myles was being a little stinker...
Dusty and I went to a movie on Monday and then we took the kids to see Diary of a Wimpy Kid on Tuesday night. Bree liked it, Jack did not. On Wednesday my mom and I took the kids to Pirate Island. Dusty met up with us too. It was fun. The kids love that place, and I have to admit, I had a good time too. That night I went with some of my girls to see The Last Song - I thought it was a great movie. I can't wait to read the book! Friday I went to Gardner Villiage with my best friend - never been there but gotta say I LOVED it! What fun stores they have. I was tempted to buy so much, but thankfully Dusty talked me out of it... But, I still had so much fun and much needed time away with my bff.
That night we just took it easy with take-out from Cafe Rio. We rented a movie but were too tired to watch it. The kids did sleep down stairs in the play room and watched Chicken Little. I'm surprised they survived (we don't have curtains up yet so it can get kindof scary). Today has been another lazy day - for me at least. I cleaned the house while Dusty and the kids worked on the garden. Then we went to lunch with my mom to The Pizza Factory - yummy!
Anyways, that about sums up our spring break. As you can tell, if you don't like movies, you won't get a long with our family... :)

Guard Show 2010

2010-04-04T10:19:00.001-06:00

This is our guard show this year entitled "Send in the Mimes". We just finished our championships yesterday and we are the State Champions. We have taken 1st at every show this year. The girls had an amazing season and I am very proud of them.

2010-03-25T14:56:00.014-06:00

Well, we were finally able to take a family trip to California - we've been trying to do it for a while now. Boy did I need it! We had the chance to spend lots of time with our great friend Pancho, and 5 days in Disneyland - I know, a lot! But, I loved it. I think the kids did too... :) Dusty on the other hand was done by day 1. But, he was a great sport and let us do what we wanted.

We drove down on Saturday and stayed in Vegas - which the kids hated for some reason. We didn't even do anything. Maybe it was the wind, I don't know. Then we continued to California on Sunday and met Pancho and Michael at their house for dinner. It was great - they cooked us an amazing meal and the kids LOVED playing with Wesley (their dog). I'm pretty sure Wesley slept well that night!

Monday was our first day in Disneyland. It was so much fun. The kids were in heaven and were even hugging each other - weird!! Pancho was able to go with us for a few hours and have lunch with us.

Tuesday was another day in Disneyland. We also met Pancho in Downtown Disney for lunch. On Wednesday, we spent half a day in California Adventures. It was fun, but not as exciting as Disneyland. They were doing a lot of work on that park so some rides were closed. We then went back to the hotel and let the kids swim. We went back to Disneyland that night.

On Thursday Dusty wanted to go to the beach. It was FREEZING! We thought it would be warm because the weather was great, but it was super windy. We only stayed for a few hours and then met our friend Lindsey for lunch (she works with Dusty and just moved to Huntington Beach - lucky!!). We had dinner that night at California Pizza Kitchen with Pancho! It was fun and the kids actually behaved themselves!

Friday we were again in Disneyland, but we did sleep in that morning!! On Saturday Bree, Myles and me went to Disneyland early to go to Mickey's Toon Town. Dusty and Jack met us for lunch and then we headed home. I was not ready to leave, but we had to get back to the real world.
We had a great time. I can't wait until we do it again! It was great being with just the family and spending so much time with Pancho - we love the time we have with him!

(here's a ton of pictures, sorry...) Oh, and you have to check out Myles' hair in his beach photo - classic!!

Missing a Friend Today...

2010-03-09T15:17:00.005-07:00

I'm not really sure what's going on today, but my heart is very full! Thoughts are flooding my mind about my friend I lost in October. I miss her! Since I can actually scrapbook now, I did a few pages on her - I then recalled all the events that took place last October and it's hard! This is the time of year that we always complained to each other about winter guard - how I miss her advice!!
Maybe I'm thinking about her today because the sun is not shining very bright - I am sure she is encouraging me to hold tight and that the sun will come out tomorrow. Love ya Heather!

Update

2010-03-02T11:40:00.002-07:00

Jack has been doing so much better in school! He has gotten 100% on his spelling tests for the past few months, and he doesn't complain about going anymore. He started hanging out with a boy named Benjamin, and Ben has sure been a blessing for Jack. Ben's dad works with Dusty, and Ben and Jack are in the same class at school. A few months ago, they started hanging out. Now, they are at each others house at least 3 times a week. It has been great for Jack!

Bree is doing great in school as well. She LOVES her preschool and teacher. She definitely excels in her learning. She has also joined a group called Up With Kids that a friend of mine teaches and she just loves it. It is a theater group and I couldn't be more proud :).

Myles is growing like crazy. He sure brings laughter into our home. He is walking everywhere and goes up and down the stairs so well. In fact, if we can't find him we know he has gone downstairs. He has started to say "again", which is so adorable. We sure love him!

Dusty is doing great. Enjoying his job and his calling with the young men. He sure keeps our family going.

I have been struggling a bit these past few months. I have had a hard time getting out of the house - maybe it's just the long winter weather, I don't know. But, hopefully it will turn around soon! My job is going well. I enjoy spending time with my girls and their show this year is amazing! I FINALLY got my scrapbook room put together and we got new furniture for our upstairs office. Hopefully I can start scrapbooking again - it's been almost two years...

My dad is still hanging in there. He has surely gone downhill the past few weeks, but we keep praying he will hang in there.

Hope you all are doing well.

Funny

2010-02-11T13:05:00.006-07:00

So, I've been cleaning out my room today and came upon a paper that Bree filled out last year in her preschool. I thought it was too funny not to share... The bold words are what she filled in.
ALL ABOUT MY MOM
My mom's name is Tiffany.
My mom is 26 years old.
My mom is 60 inches tall.
My mom's favorite color is pink.
My mom's favorite thing to eat is crackers.
My mom's favorite movie to watch is Movies for Kids.
My mom loves to cook Macaroni and Cheese for dinner.
Sometimes my mom makes fish and it's kindof yucky.
My mom always tells me that she loves me.
My mom gets mad at me when I don't listen to her.
My mom likes to go to the store.
My mom's bedtime is at 5:00.
I love my mom because she always cooks my food and let's me go outside.
ALL ABOUT MY DAD
My dad's name is Dusty.
My dad is 17 years old.
My dad is 6 inches tall.
My dad's favorite color is black.
My dad's favorite thing to eat is real fish.
My dad's favorite movie to watch is Pirates.
My dad loves to cook hot cereal for dinner.
Sometimes my dad makes fish and it's kindof yucky.
My dad always tells me that he wants me to cook dinner.
My dad gets mad at me when I don't cook him dinner.
My dad's bedtime is at 8:00.
I love my dad because he lets me do flip kicks on his head.

CLASSIC. I love it. I have never in my life cooked real fish, I have never heard Dusty tell Bree to cook dinner, and I have never seen her do flip kicks on his head. You gotta love little kids.

Family Night Fundraiser

2010-02-09T10:26:00.002-07:00

So, I am not hosting a winter guard competition this year - but I am hosting a family night fundraiser for my girls. We are doing a spaghetti dinner at the high school (that's already sold out) and then we will be doing our show at 7pm. So, if you want to come I'd love to see you. 6 groups will be performing - my 4 (Wasatch Academy, Wasatch Independent, American Fork A, and American Fork Open) and then Lone Peak High and Westlake High.

It should be a fun night. Come on over...

Friday, February 12th at 7pm - AFHS

Catch Up

2010-01-20T20:20:00.004-07:00

Wow, what a busy few weeks it has been! I realized today I haven't even posted anything about Christmas. I guess I did just put my tree away a week ago...
Anyways, we did have a great Christmas. We opened presents that morning and then went to Miller's to talk to Chade (Dusty's brother who's on a mission in Iowa). He sounded GREAT! He is loving his mission. We then went to my mom's to spend time with her and my dad. My dad was able to come home for a few nights during the holidays. He really struggled. His nerves seem to get the best of him! But, we were all so happy to have him here with us!

Dusty took a day off to go sledding with the kids and his dad. They had so much fun! I just relaxed most of the break because I knew once school started again, I wouldn't have time to relax (this is my busy time at work!).

We also went to Pirate Island a few times with the kids. We went with my mom and dad a few weeks ago and then on Monday we went with Dusty's family. The kids love it (I have fun too...). Bree won over 900 tickets on Monday - she got the Jack Pot on one of the games. Way to go Bree!!!

Anyways, I hope you all are doing well and had a great holiday season (a little late).

Christmas Morning with Grandma & Grandpa Rupp

Christmas Morning

Sledding in the West Desert

Jack Sparrow and Bree Darling...

Jack, Bree, Grandma & Grandpa at Pirate Island

Cousins at Pirate Island

Birthday Party

2009-12-24T07:55:00.005-07:00

Myles had a great birthday - but, I don't know what he'd say if you asked him. First he had his 1 year doctor appointment and got 4 shots. He was SO mad! Then he peed on me while I was trying to get him dressed at the doctors. Great! He did sleep for 3 hours after that - it was so exhausting! :)
We had his family birthday party which was fun. He loved his presents - hated his cake. I think it started when I was trying to get him to blow out his candle and instead he reached out and touched it. Ouch! It either scared him or hurt him because he wouldn't stop crying. Poor guy. He wouldn't really touch the cake after that. We tried, but he was over it. He did enjoy his bath...
Anyways, Happy Birthday My. We love you.
And, thank you to everyone who came! It was also great to see some GREAT friends who came over after - I sure have missed them!!

Happy Birthday My Guy!

2009-12-23T08:46:00.002-07:00

I can't believe Myles turns one today - what a fast year it has been. But, we are so blessed to have him in our family.
Happy Birthday My! We love you!!

The Nutcracker

2009-12-18T07:16:00.003-07:00

This month has been pretty uneventful for our family. But, Wednesday night I took Bree to see The Nutcracker at Ballet West. She loved it. I must say that it wasn't the best Nutcracker I've seen (the dancing was not great!) but it was fun to be there with her. She got a little restless towards the end, but did great!
Thanks for going with me Bree!

Quick Update

2009-12-03T05:49:00.003-07:00

So, Myles will be turning 1 on the 23rd - can you believe it, cause I can't! He is getting so big. He has really been trying to walk the past 2 weeks. He took 6 steps for me the other night. I was picking him up from the babysitter and I made him walk to me at the door - you could tell he didn't want me to leave. It was very cute. He has also been sick the past week. I got him into the doctor yesterday and he gave me some medication. I just LOVE the kids' doctor. I was in and out in 15 minutes - great!
Bree is doing great too. She is loving her preschool class - I think she is very smart, but I am only her mother. She is such a mini-me it's scary! I see so much of myself in her when I was her age - I feel bad for my mother! She is excited for Christmas. She wrote her ONE Christmas card last night to a boy in her class named Brooks - I wonder if she has a crush...
Jack is still adjusting to life here in the new place. I worry about him a lot and just want him to be happy. Last week he started playing with one of the neighbor boys, and I was so happy! Finally he is starting to make some friends. He still struggles at school but I think he's getting better. I think a lot of it has to do with whether or not he is in the mood to learn. Sometimes he gets 100% on his spelling tests, and sometimes he gets 2 right... I think he just wasn't in the mood to take that test :).
Dusty and I are doing well too, I guess. I braved the lines and went shopping on black Friday with my best friend. We didn't go all crazy - in fact, we didn't leave until 6am. But, we had fun just going and spending time together. I think we should make this an annual event - what do you think Kristina??
I have also taken the week off work - and boy did I need it! I do have to go to rehearsal tomorrow night, but it's been worth it to have a small break.
Hope you all are doing well.

Happy Thanksgiving

2009-11-25T16:33:00.002-07:00

I hope you all have a very Happy Thanksgiving. Here are a few things I am thankful for this year:
1. my husband
2. my children
3. a loving Heavenly Father
4. my mom and dad
5. my in-laws
6. having my dad here with us
7. siblings (my own and by marriage)
8. friends
9. a best friend
10. having so much to be thankful for

Happy Birthday Bree!!

2009-11-22T21:37:00.003-07:00

Today my princess turned 5 years old - WE LOVE YOU BREE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2009-11-19T10:23:00.006-07:00

What a whirlwind the past few weeks have been for me! Two weeks ago, my group competed in the BOA Western regionals and won everything! It was amazing. We got home on Sunday and by Monday we were told we would be going to Indianapolis for Grand Nationals - which we had not planned on going. So, it was a bit crazy!! I had a few days to plan, and then we were off.
We had a great trip and the kids did SO good. I was so proud of them. It has certainly been an emotional season and it was a great way to end the season on that field!
The band came in 15th (out of 90 bands in the nation - not too bad!). I had a great time but I'm so glad to be home. Now, on to winter guard...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

2009-11-02T19:24:00.003-07:00

We had a pretty busy Halloween season this year. Thursday night, we went to my dad's nursing home to trick or treat. It was super cute - most of the residents had candy and they had games set up for all the kids.
Friday we went to Dusty's work. They let the kids come every year to trick or treat, and I love it. It's warm and safe - that's the best I think.
On Saturday, Dusty took the kids trick or treating in his mom's neighborhood. I had a show that day in Logan. I wasn't going to go, but Dusty told me he thought I needed to - so that helped my decision. I think the kids had a blast with their dad!
I hope you all had a great Halloween!

Bree, Jack, Myles and Alivia (our good friends little girl). How'd they all end up wearing black...

Apples (and such...)

2009-11-02T07:42:00.006-07:00

About 3 weeks ago, we noticed our neighbors were picking their apples, so we thought we should too (this is all new to us - we don't know when the best time to pick is). So, we picked all the apples from our two apple trees. There was A TON! We ended up with about 8 box fulls - of course some weren't good, but that's pretty good. Well, my mother-in-law came over last weekend and we bottled applesauce and apples slices. It was fun, but took a long time! But hey, it's great food storage I guess...
(Oh, and I thought I'd take a picture of our HUGE pumpkin... it probably weighed about 150 lbs)

Memories of Heather

2009-10-19T10:10:00.005-06:00

So, I have really felt the need to write down my thoughts and feelings of the past week - as well as my many memories of my friend Heather. So, this could be a long post... It's kindof sad when this blog has turned into my journal :).

Anyways, this past week has been pretty emotional for me and my family. I guess this whole year has been emotional. I have lost 2 friends, 2 uncles and an aunt. Hopefully this year will be better - not sure how much more we can take...

Anyways, here is what took place last week:

Saturday we went up to Idaho with the AF band for the Pocatello competition. I rode on the bus there, but decided to come home with Dusty and my in-laws. Well, we got a call about 7:15 from Jermie (assistant band director) that one of our buses had rolled. We were only about 10 miles behind them - so, my father-in-law sped the whole way there (I think he was going close to 100). I cannot even begin to tell you the nerves I had at that moment - not knowing what was going on. Well, when we got there I couldn't believe my eyes. The bus was on it's side and students were getting out. I think most of them were in shock. Jermie ran up to John to talk to him in private - I knew something was wrong. I went to the front of the bus to make sure all the kids were out. There was one girl on her back complaining that her back hurt - so we told her not to move. 2 more kids were trapped in the bus - the seats had their legs pinned. I went back to the front of the bus and that's when I saw my friend Heather. I knew at that moment she was gone. I just couldn't believe it. I was so glad Dusty was there because I lost it at that moment! I somehow pulled it together and started running around again making sure the kids were okay! I kept checking on my girls (who were on bus 4) to make sure they were okay as well. They were able to get the 2 students off the bus and get them to the hospital. John had decided he better tell the kids about Heather because some of them were starting to guess. So, I told him that we better call her family first. I had to call Melodie (her best friend and roomate) to get Heather's moms number. It was the worst phone call I have ever had to make. Melodie is a good friend of mine - in fact, I hired Heather and Melodie to run my independent guard called Wasatch Academy. Anyways, Melodie got in touch with Heather's sister and Heather's mom was able to call John. We then went on the buses to tell the students. It was so heartbreaking! They all loved her so much.

Eventually we were able to send the other buses home, but the students who were on bus 2 had to go to the hospital. So, John and Dusty and I (and Pam and my 2 kids) went to the hospital with the students. All of them were ok (a few stitches, scrapes, bruises, broken fingers, etc.) - but considering the accident, it was a blessing no one was hurt worse! I sat in with one of the girls as she talked to the police officer. She was about 2 seats behind Heather and saw the whole thing. Heather is a hero! As soon as the bus driver passed out, Heather leaped over the chair to grab the stearing wheel. That action probably saved the lives of ALL of the kids on the bus. If that bus had gone more off the road, it would have landed in Lava Rocks that was about 100 feet from the road. So scary!

Since that night, we have been able to pay tribute to Heather many ways. Sunday night we met at the high school with the students and parents (and Heather's family). Then we moved to the gym where hundreds were there to support Heather! It was amazing.

Monday we had rehearsal. The kids just wanted to play their instruments and spin. There were news crews there, but the kids did great. Tuesday night was BYU. The kids wanted to compete but also pay special tribute to Heather. John called me that morning to work on something "special" for the end of the show, and we pulled it off. It was an amazing night. Saturday was Heather's funeral. What a wonderful tribute to a wonderful life! It was pretty tough to get through for me, but I did.

And, here I am, one week later, still trying to figure out why this happened. I know Heather is so happy right now! She loved life so much and I am sure she is loving Heaven even more.

I first met Heather in 1993. I was a new member of the marching band (I was a junior and had moved to American Fork) and didn't know anyone! Heather befriended me, and from then on we have been friends. She was the drum major and I was in the color guard. When we were at band practice, we would mess around - WAY TOO MUCH! But, it was fun. We would make out hand signals to the song "The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow" and would do them while at rehearsal. I think I got in more trouble than Heather because Mr. Miller couldn't see her from where he stood...

After Heather graduated, she went to the U of U (where she was drum major too) and majored in music. She was the first band teacher at Riverton High School. She asked me to come down and do clinics for her color guard - which I did and loved because she was such an amazing teacher. After a few years, she decided to move to Spanish Fork and run the music program at a new charter school, American Leadership Academy. She also started a winter guard program there (and they took 1st in their division last year). She wore so many hats - and was good at everything.

While Heather was at the U of U, I begin very ill. Heather stuck by me through years and years of my illness. She came to see me at my house all the time. I also lived in Salt Lake for a brief time, and we hung out quite a bit. I remember going to her apartment with Sarah and Kim to watch old movies (me and Heather are fans of the old movies!).

Well, Heather came to work at AF about 4 years ago (full time last year). Last year I hired her and Melodie to run my independent group, Wasatch Academy. It was for kids between the ages of 9-14. The all ADORED Heather and she was great at it! I have many, many memories of Heather and I at band camp. She was always trying to get me to read new books - one year, it was Twilight. I asked her what it was about and she told me vampires. Are you kidding me? Well, years later I read it and now am reading it again for the 2nd time... She knew I'd like it!!

Heather was ALWAYS happy. I think I've seen her cry twice - once with me during a hard time in my life, and once last year when she was going through a hard time. She was such an inspiration to me. I just can't believe she's gone. It's hard because the last memory I have of Heather is seeing her that Saturday night, just laying there. But, I know she had gone on to a better place!

I love you Heather! I am hoping the Sun with come out tomorrow - I know for you it has!

And The Band Played On... (So Neat)

2009-10-15T17:09:00.000-06:00

http://www.deseretnews.com/photo/slideshow/4/And-the-band-played-on.html

Quick Update

2009-10-15T16:49:00.005-06:00

Bree had a field trip on Wednesday that I was actually able to go to. They went to the Vineyard pumpkin patch - and had a blast. Here are a few picts of her trip:

Here's Myles in the bathtub today - he LOVES his tub time. I thought this picture was adorable.

And, we got family pictures in September and I think the turned out GREAT! A friend of ours from Dusty's work came all the way to the nursing home to take them for us. So, thank you Christy. We love them.

Last Night's Performance

2009-10-14T09:09:00.001-06:00

My Friend Heather

2009-10-13T09:32:00.004-06:00

Heather Christensen: Beloved Band Leader Killed in Bus Accident (10/10/2009)

Heather Christensen, 33, was killed in a bus accident Saturday evening as she attempted to regain control of the bus carrying 46 students on their way home from a band competition in Idaho. Heather was sitting in the front of one of four busses on their way home from Idaho when she noticed the bus driver losing consciousness. The bus was going off the side of the road when Heather jumped up to try to control the bus from crashing. The bus tipped on its side and Heather was thrown from the bus and tragically killed. Her efforts quite possibly saved the lives of dozens of students who could have suffered greater injuries if she had not intervened. Her heroic actions are consistent with the kind of person that she was: dedicated to her students!

Deseret News:http://www.deseretnews.com/article/705336136/Mourning-Heather-Vigils-honor-band-instructor-killed-in-crash.html

Daily Herald: http://heraldextra.com/news/local/north/american-fork/article_acd17d18-2d93-5a6b-9e36-9bc2ff462a17.html

Myles 9 month Check-Up

2009-10-04T11:56:00.002-06:00

So, everyone is always telling us how big Myles is - but, the doctor says he's small for his age. He had his 9 month check up Friday, and here are his growth charts:

Head Circumference: 17.25 (10%)

Weight: 18.78 (18%)

Length: 28.25 (45%)

First Show

2009-09-29T10:36:00.003-06:00

So, last week was pretty crazy for me! We had 4 shows - Monday was Family Night, Tuesday was Weber Review, Friday was Homecoming, and Saturday was our first competition. Monday was VERY windy (so we didn't have a great show). The rest of the shows went pretty good. We are doing a show called "The Greatest Generation" about WWII. At first, I hated it! I didn't like the concept or anything. Well, it's starting to grow on me - and it actually might end up being one of my favorites. So, here's goes my crazy time...

Below are some pictures of the girls in their uniforms (they are portraying Rosie the Riveter).

Nothing New

2009-09-17T14:33:00.005-06:00

I don't really have a lot to update today, but I was just in the mood to write something...

Dad is still doing about the same. He was so tired last night though and didn't look very good. He is sure having a hard time lately. I wish there was something we could do for him.

Grandpa & Bree

Dusty & Myles at the nursing home

Bree is enjoying school, Jack is not. I feel so bad for him - I think he's having a hard time making new friends. But, I hope he will soon.
Myles is just Myles - the funniest one in the family. He has started using his feet for everything. Here he is holding the drum with his feet so he could hit it with his hands. Too cute.

Dusty is still working like crazy and supporting me with everything. He's great as always.
And, I'm just adjusting to taking kids to school, work, taking care of kids, dad, etc. I did get to go to a movie last night (All About Steve - weird). But, it was good getting out.
Anyways, I hope you all are doing well.

Sunday with Dad

2009-09-07T20:10:00.004-06:00

Yesterday we were able to spend some amazing hours with my dad! It was such a blessing. All the grandkids were there and I know my dad loved it. He seemed a little more aware yesterday, even though I know he doesn't understand where he is or what's going on. But, I took my camera so we could get some pictures with dad. I was so thankful I did. All the grandkids gave him loves and told him that they loved him - it was so emotional!!
But, here are a few pictures of my family with my dad. I am so thankful for the time we have left with him.

Dad Update

2009-09-04T16:29:00.002-06:00

Well, I have started that blog for my dad - but right now, I just want to vent. So, I thought I could do that on my blog :). I am BEYOND frustrated today - and, I don't know how to help anymore. This afternoon at the hospital, the social worker came in and told me and my mom that we had to move my dad by tomorrow because her insurance won't pay for the hospital anymore. So, she helped us look into nursing homes. At first, she called the one in AF and they told her they had a room - so me and my mom were relieved to know he'd be that close. Well, they called back and said nevermind! They won't take my dad in his condition - I guess he will take too much of their time! So, the social worker then called my mom later and said that no nursing homes in Utah County will take my dad. So we have to put him in a home in Salt Lake. I am SO mad right now! I don't understand why one bad thing after another keeps happening to our family. Well, to top it off, my mom's insurance called her a few hours ago to tell her that they will only pay for 5 days in the nursing home - WHAT??? My dad doesn't qualify for rehabilitation, so they won't pay for anything other than that. My mom is just beside herself! And, I don't know what to do to help her right now. I guess I'm struggling to understand why God has decided to throw this at us. I know it's not his fault - and, please forgive me for talking this way - but, hasn't my dad been through enough in his lifetime? And my mom? People keep saying that God has a plan and that we are meant to learn from our trials, but I am sick of it!!! What are we supposed to do and what are we supposed to learn? I am having a hard time keeping the faith right now...

2009-09-02T11:25:00.002-06:00

Bree's first day of preschool was today - and she was SO excited! I know she's going to have a great year. Her teacher is Miss Annette and Jack had her when he was 4. She is AMAZING! I am so excited for Bree and this upcoming school year!!

Kid's Update

2009-09-02T07:43:00.010-06:00

So, I didn't really get the chance to update what the kids have been up to last month - so I'll do it now. On the 5th of August my best friend Kristina's mom took me and the kids to the Dinosaur Museum. The kids loved it! Thank you so much Lynette for adopting us for the day :).

Kristina & Myles

Bree, Lynette, & Jack

Bree also had her dance concert on the 14th - a previous blog had the drama of getting her leotard, etc. (thanks Kristina!). Unfortunately, we only got one BAD picture before our camera died... Our good friends the Reese's took video for us - thank you! But, she did great.
And, Jack started a new school on the 20th - it is still undecided if he likes it or not. His teacher is Mrs. Emfield (which I don't know if he likes her either). I'm really hoping that he starts liking school - I really want him to have a great year!

Update on Dad

2009-08-28T10:35:00.001-06:00

I wanted to thank everyone again for all your love and support during this difficult time. You can go to http://garyrupp.blogspot.com/ for an update on my dad.
Thanks again.

Remembering

2009-08-21T23:41:00.002-06:00

You know, I never really blogged about leaving my old house - only the craziness of moving into a new home. Well, tonight on my way home from the hospital I sure starting missing my friends from my old neighborhood. I know that right before I moved I sure struggled with some things, but I really did love my old ward and my friends! I met some of the best people I will ever know there! We haven't quite found our place here yet but I know we will in time. I just miss hanging out with my friends, borrowing something, having lunch dates, just plain talking with them. I hope they all know how much I love and miss them. I guess you never know how important things are until they are not around anymore...

Thank You!

2009-08-16T22:10:00.003-06:00

Please forgive this post if it seems a bit random and not put together - that is how I am feeling today! As I sat at the hospital today with my dad, I was overwhelmed with gratitude for many things. This week has been one of the hardest weeks my family has gone through. I was at camp Monday - Thursday. My dad went in for an MRI and more tests on Monday. Tuesday morning my mom called the neurologist and Dusty came over and they brought him to Utah Valley Regional Hospital. I kept calling to check on him, but my mom told me to stay at camp. I left camp on Thursday and came straight to the hospital. I wasn't expecting to see my dad in the state he was in. He had been going down hill everyday, and it was too much for me to take. He can't remember things and his brain is not working properly. The doctors are stumped right now - they can't understand why this came on so fast. They don't know if it's his Parkinson's or an infection that is causing this - or, if he'll be like this the rest of his life. I'm not sure I am strong enough for that one!

But, I am so grateful for many things right now. First of all, I have found a new love for my husband - he has been so great through all of this. He took Monday and Tuesday off work so I could stay at camp. I am so lucky to have him in my life. I keep wondering why he stays with me through all my crazy ups and downs - but, I am thankful he does.

I am also very lucky to have such amazing friends. I called my best friend Kristina on the way home from the hospital on Thursday - I was an emotional wreck! She offered to go pick up all Bree's dance stuff that she needed (she had a recital Friday night that I hadn't bought tights, leotard, or shoes for... ), and then she went and sat with my mom until Dusty and I got home. Well, Friday morning at 7 we got a call from my moms sister Joyce and her husband had passed away that night - I know, how much more can my mom take, right? Well, I told her to go to Magna to be with her sister and I'd go be with dad. I didn't know what to do with my kids and they only person I knew I could call that early was Kristina. She told me she'd be over in 20 minutes, and she was. She took the kids to IHOP, Cabelas, to get an ice cream cone - basically spoiled them! They loved it! I am so thankful for her and her friendship. We have been best friends for years and I always know I can count on her!

One of my very dear friends growing up, Stephanie, came Friday to see my dad with her mom and she took Myles and Jack home with her so we could focus on my dad and Bree's dance recital. I was so great not having to worry about all the kids and my dad! I've had several other friends call and text asking what they can do to help. I really feel truly blessed.

I know I've been rambling on a bit, but I just wanted to thank everyone for all their love and support. This is one trial I didn't want to face already, but I am so thankful to have such wonderful people around me helping me through this. THANK YOU!

p.s. the pictures on top are of my dad - I love the bottom one of him as a kid - he was so handsome!!

Weekend of Reflection

2009-08-09T10:55:00.003-06:00

So, Friday night I went to a great movie with my husband - I wanted to come home and post something about it while it was fresh on my mind, but of course things got too busy - so, hopefully I can remember some of my thoughts from the night. We went and saw Julie and Julia - I LOVED it. I think Dusty was a little bored, but he agreed it was a good movie. I know some of you will think I am a complete dork, but I love to go to movies and I often reflect on my life after seeing some. This movie especially made me do some thinking. I loved the character played by Amy Adams, Julie. She was a woman who worked an office job and felt that she had no meaning in life - until she came up with the idea to start a blog about cooking - specifically, Julia Child cooking. She spent one year of her life making 524 recipes from the Julia Child cookbook. In this time, she "reinvented" herself. I just loved it! It made me wonder how I can do the same. Right now in my life, I definitely feel "stuck...". The past few months have been particularly hard for me - I think I've been hiding it well on the outside, but inside I am falling apart. I have not been able to loose my baby weight - in fact, I have gained more! And, those of you who know me well know I struggle with this. And, everything else just seems crazy right now. I am struggling with my children - they can't get a long and I can't handle that very well! I can't seem to talk to my husband very well either. I'm just feeling a bit lost. I wish it was as simple as writing a blog about cooking (for me that would be impossible!!), but it's not I guess. I just need to get through this and hopefully will be better for it.

We also had a stressful day yesterday. We took my dad to the ER because he was acting very strange - we were worried that he had a stroke. He was diagnosed with Parkinson's last month, so strokes are very common. I guess Friday it started - he just was not making sense when you talked with him. Dusty and I went over Saturday morning and we decided to take him in. Well, they did a scan on his brain and didn't find anything - which is very frustrating because we all know something is wrong. He can't remember anything, and he's just acting weird - almost delusional! He hasn't slept in days (either has my mother) and I am very worried about both of them. I cannot imagine my life without my dad in it, so he just has to get through this! We have to get a hold of his neurologist on Monday to try to get him for a MRI. I guess I'm scared because my best friends dad had the exact same thing happen to him, and when he got in to the doctor they found he had had 5 mini strokes - I just think the symptoms are all there!

Well, hopefully we can figure out what's going on with him - and I can figure out what's going on with me... :)

Thanks for listening to me ramble! I keep telling myself I'll be thankful for writing this all down one day...

Jack's Spelling Problem...

2009-08-03T18:07:00.002-06:00

So, Jack has been into writing little notes all over the house for Bree to stay away - such as "Do not come in Bree - Do not touch this." But, this is his version - "Dow nuot kum in Bree. Dont tushit." Please notice when he writes touch this - tuSHIT. I think we might need to work on his writing, what do you think...

Home Pics

2009-07-26T17:46:00.009-06:00

Well, some of you have been asking for pictures of our new home, so I decided it was time to take some! We are loving all the space we have. We did buy an older home, but we love it. It has a huge backyard - I think that was the selling point! All the new homes we looked at had TINY backyards! So, here ya go:

Backyard

Jack's Room

Playroom Downstairs

TV Room

Dining Room

Kitchen

Hallway

Front Room
Bree's Room

Main Bathroom

Master Bedroom
Master Bath
Myles' Room

Picture Updates

2009-07-18T21:53:00.008-06:00

So, I just barely downloaded all my pictures from since we moved.... I know, it's been a while. So, please forgive me but I need to play catch-up with my pictures. Here's what's been going on with us the past 2 1/2 months...

The end of May, we went with our good friends the Devey's to their cabin - it was BEAUTIFUL!! It was nicer than any home I've ever seen. We had a great relaxing time with them - THANK YOU GUYS!!

I also took the kids fishing with their Grandma and Grandpa Miller and cousins. They had a lot of fun (it was a bit cold for Myles and Me). The kids love their Grandparents and are always thankful for when they can spend time with them.
Myles had his first taste of "real" food on June 2nd. I don't know quite what he thought of it (it was just rice cereal), but he looked at me like I was crazy. But, it has to be better than having formula every day, right?

And, on July 15th we celebrated Dusty's 30th birthday - with a SURPRISE PARTY! I can't believe I pulled it off, because I HATE surprises - but I totally did. He had no idea! With the help of all our family and friends (especially my mother-in-law and sister-in-law, thank you), we had a great night celebrating how much we love him! I was so thankful for everyone who came and shared such amazing memories of Dusty. It reminded me of why I love him so much!

SURPRISE!!

Our friends Steph & Tim

Work friends - Skyler & Nicole

Dusty's best friend growing up -Trent

His wife Shelley (and my good friend)

Dusty's Dad

Dusty's amazing boss Dave & wife Paula (and daughter Lindsay who also works with Dusty). Dusty and I are both so thankful to Dave - he is an amazing person and a great boss to him.

Our family - my mom, Mal, Kami & Pancho

(Some other people at the party were his friends from work John David and John & Annie, our friends the Browns and Killpacks, his mom Pam and my dad, Kari and her kids, Luke, and Adrienne & Kass - thank you to everyone who came. We had a great time!)

And, to top off June, we had our great friend Pancho in town. I only got a picture of him with Bree, but we all love him and can't wait to see him again in 2 weeks.

Well, that's some major catching-up!! July has been just as busy, just not any pictures. I've had several HOT parades (which I do not enjoy AT ALL). Dusty took the older kids camping one night this week, and then he took me to Salt Lake for a quick (much needed) getaway. Dusty and I both got callings in our new ward - he is working with the young men again and I am a sunday school teacher for the 14 & 15 year olds - SCARY!! We are enjoying our new home and new ward though. Things have been a little rough for me lately, but I am trying to get by the best I can. I guess the hot summer and babies can do that to you...

Anyways, I hope you all are having a great summer.

Embarrasing Story

2009-07-05T19:16:00.002-06:00

Today during sacrement meeting, during our very quiet meeting, Breelle turns to me and says "Mom, your tatoo is coming off!" Sadley enough, I do have a tatoo (not proud of it), but she was talking about the stamp I got from Stadium of Fire last night that said BYU. Welcome to the ward newbies :)

Busy, Busy

2009-06-23T11:21:00.002-06:00

So much has been going on lately - we don't have Internet yet so I can't post pictures yet. But, just a quick synopsis... Today Myles is 6 months old - wow, that went by fast!! On the 15th, we celebrated Dustys 30th birthday with a surprise party - and he was very surprised! Thanks to all our wonderful friends who came and helped us celebrate! Last week we got to spend time with our great friend Pancho. We always love having him here as we feel he is part of the family. Sunday, we had a great fathers day. I am very thankful for all the dads in my life!!
Anyways, that about sums it up. I will post pictures soon - hopefully by Friday.

Home Update

2009-06-05T16:44:00.002-06:00

Just a quick update... We are in our new home and LOVE it!! We're in a bit of a mess, but that's expected I guess. Tonight will be our first night sleeping here so we'll see how that goes. Jack and Bree have already found friends next door - they've been playing all day with them. We are truely blessed to be here. And, we need to thank all our wonderful friends and family for helping us move - we love and appreciate you all.

Hooray!!!

2009-06-03T23:05:00.002-06:00

Tomorrow is moving day - hooray! It's been a bit of a hassel getting into our new home, but hopefully tomorrow will go smoothly. Thank you to everyone who has helped us these past few weeks. We are very grateful to all of you.
Wish us luck :)

American Idol

2009-05-27T10:18:00.003-06:00

So, I can't believe I haven't posted anything yet about American Idol. The finale was two weeks ago - and, yes I am a total geek!! I never used to like American Idol, but Dusty and I started watching it a few years ago (me more than him). But, this year has been my favorite. I had liked Adam Lambert from his auditions - he has such a great voice!! He has done theater so I'm guessing that's why I liked him so much. But really, I never heard him sing off key - and, he was a great performer.

Well, we had our annual AI party at my mom's (I already admitted to being a geek...). I was SO STINKING MAD!! Adam came in 2nd next to Kris Allen. It was a bit of a shock. Kris has an ok voice, but nothing like Adam's. Anyways, I'm sure most of you are wondering why I care so much - it's just one of my guilty addictions I guess :)

Family Update

2009-05-24T23:00:00.009-06:00

*SPOILER: LONG POST*
I haven't really had a computer to download my pictures lately, so I borrowed Dusty's laptop so I could get the pictures of what we have been up to lately. So, this could be a very long post.

I had my guard banquet on May 8th - it turned out really nice. Last year I thought I was done, so it was a very emotional time. This time around was a lot easier. I always give my seniors blankets, and they turned out great. I always spend a bit on my captains, but I thought their gifts were so cute. I thought I'd post a few pictures. I did bears, pictures, and a cool sign for them.Then Bree had her dance recital on the 15th. She has loved taking dance this year, and I was so proud of her. She wasn't only dancing up on stage, but singing too!! I really need to get her in theater classes...The next week was her preschool graduation. It was super cute. She absolutely loved preschool and her teacher, Miss Nikki! I was so happy we had her in this preschool this year.

On Friday, Jack had his dance program at school. His class did their performance to batman - and, he was so good! He kept on tempo and step the entire time - GREAT JOB JACK! He was so happy that Grandpa Rupp could come watch him - not so happy that mom was there (I think I make him nervous!).
And finally, Myles officially rolled over today! Hooray! He couldn't quite figure out what to do with his head, but he really did roll over. Dusty and I have been working on it for weeks - so, good job Myles.
Dusty and I are doing good - nothing too new here. We are still waiting to move into the new home. My in-laws have been so great with us - but, I am sure they are ready to have their home back :)

We've Moved!!!

2009-05-17T21:12:00.003-06:00

So, we have officially moved - but, not to our new home yet. We don't close on our new home until May 29th, so we are living with Dusty's mom and dad - which we are SO thankful for! We will be here for about 2 weeks.
The move out of our house went so smoothly, thanks to our amazing parents and some amazing friends. We were truly blessed to have everyone come help us on Monday that we almost finished that day. We just had a little more to do Tuesday and we were done. So, hopefully the move to the new house will go just as well :)
Anyways, if I don't blog for a while, that's why. But, my in-laws are so great and let me use their computer whenever I want! Anyways, thanks to all of you that helped us last week - we really do owe you guys!!

Happy Birthday Jack!

2009-05-07T15:04:00.004-06:00

Today my baby turns 7 - well, I guess he's not a baby anymore! I just can't believe that he is 7 already - wow how time flies...

He is such a special boy and we love him so much! We are SO lucky to have him in our family.

WE LOVE YOU JACK. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Our New Home

2009-05-06T13:38:00.008-06:00

So, the home we bought is an older home but the benefit is they have completely redone the inside, and the outside we just love!! It's got TONS of trees (and they're big) and the backyard is almost 3 times bigger than ours now (have fun mowing honey!!). Anyways, we went over today and I promised my mom I'd take pictures. Some didn't turn out very well, but I'll post what I can. And, the owners now still live there (until this weekend) so I don't want to post things that had their pictures really visible. Anyways, we are really excited about the home and the area.

front living room

kitchen that flows into the dining area

office (off the kitchen

kitchen

dining area

2nd living room

backyard

girls room (Bree's)

downstairs room (Jack's)

Thank Goodness for BFF's!!

2009-05-04T22:00:00.003-06:00

So, here's my long story for the day! I have always gotten my kids pictures taken in their blessing outfits - just a tradition I guess. Well, Myles is obviously getting older and I needed to get them taken. I didn't really feel like paying a lot of money for them, so I tried taking them myself (check my post from April 22nd). I obviously wasn't happy with them!! So, I wanted my friend Nicole to take some for me, but she just sold her house and I know how stressful that is!!!! So, I finally called Sears and set up an appointment for last Friday. Well, my mom and I got Myles ready and headed to Sears at the Provo mall. They took about 6 shots in his outfit - and they were ALL terrible!!! The angle of the shot was so bad, and his arms were flailing everywhere. So, I didn't buy any of them. I was very frustrated on the way home and was going to go to Kiddie Kandids - but, my mom talked me out of spending more money. So, I called my best friend Kristina who has an awesome camera and asked if she could take some pictures of Myles for me - and of course she agreed. So I went over to her house yesterday, and I am SO happy with the pictures. She got some great ones of him - below are my favorites. Anyways, THANK YOU, THANK YOU Kristina - I totally owe you!!

Finally!!!

2009-04-27T11:28:00.002-06:00

I'm sure most of you know by now, but we have finally sold our house! I am still pretty nervous about it since the last time we sold our home the buyers backed out 3 weeks into the contract! But, I feel really good about it and hope all goes well. We've already had the inspector come through and the appraiser comes through today. And, the buyers realtor asked my dad if we would be willing to close earlier - which is a good sign! And, we are putting an offer on a home today - so cross your fingers that that goes well too!
Anyways, it is definitely time for us to move on. I am really excited to get into a new home that is more compatible for our family :) And, I love the area that we are looking at - it seems just perfect for our little family!
Anyways, I will keep you all posted on anything new!

Professional Photographer - NOT!!

2009-04-22T14:38:00.005-06:00

Here is my attempt at taking Myles' picture in his blessing outfit - and I'm sure you can tell why I asked Nicole to take some "real" ones for me???

And, no, this is not a backwards picture. Myles had completely turned himself around - twice! And, he's almost ready to roll over - just about there! Tomorrow he will be 4 months so if I have time, I'll post more pictures! Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMI!! (tomorrow)

Thank Goodness (Spring Break is Over!!)

2009-04-19T22:12:00.008-06:00

Don't get me wrong - it's been great not having to work this past week. But, I am ready for the kids to get back to school. When they are with each other too much, they just don't get along! And, I don't know how to make them...

Anyways, it's been a long week. Last Friday I took Bree to the Hannah Montana Movie, and we both enjoyed it. I was pleasantly surprised by it - it had a very good story and message!

Bree in her Hannah attire - going to the movie!

Then the family went camping Monday and Tuesday - sans Myles and me. Hooray!! We had fun just the two of us. I was able to go to dinner on Monday with my BF Kristina! It was so great that we decided to do lunch the next day too :) Here are some cute pictures I took of Myles.

This was just a funny picture of Myles sleeping!

My happy little boy (it must be the AMAZING pjs)

The kids got home Tuesday and Dusty went back to work on Wednesday - and, Wednesday was a good day! I don't want to jinx anything, so I won't comment on why. But, keep us in your prayers because if it doesn't go through, I will have a VERY hard time with it!!

Moving on - Thursday Kristina and I went to a movie. I had so much fun with her this week. I have missed her a ton this year - it has been super busy for both of us. Hopefully we'll have more time in the summer to get together. Well, that night the kids had a sleep over at Grandma Rupp's house - which they LOVE to do!!
Well, here's the best part of the entire week - yesterday I saw Wicked with my good friends Michelle and Becky. It was AMAZING. I have been a fan for so long and have wanted to see it forever! November of 2007 I was supposed to go - had tickets and all. But, we were in New York during the writers strike and you can guess the rest... Well, it was definitely worth the wait! I had so much fun! And, it was great catching up with my great friend Michelle as well - I have missed her... :)

So, that sums up our spring break. Definitely time to be done... :)

Easter Activities

2009-04-14T16:24:00.005-06:00

We sure had a lot going on this past weekend for Easter - but, the kids had fun and scored A LOT of candy!! Saturday afternoon we went to Dusty's parents home for lunch and an Easter egg hunt. The kids love getting eggs from Grandma Miller because she puts money in them :)

Then, that night we went over to our good friends the Cottle's house for dinner and coloring Easter eggs. We always love spending time with them!! Stephanie and I have grown up together, so I guess you could say we've known each other since we were babies :)

Easter morning the kids got their Easter baskets from the Easter Bunny, and then we went to my mom and dads for dinner and another Easter egg hunt! The kids were excited because they each got $5 from Grandpa! My sister and her family were there and it was great spending time with them!

I hope everyone had a great Easter!